Sunday 7 November 2010

Ugh, what a shitty day.

Scamp has been throwing up off and on since yesterday morning and being a weak stomached jessie i've had to ask my parents to clean it up.
My mum and nan came to visit me after lunch. Mum said yesterday she'd buy me more electric whenn she came over, but after a cup of tea and a chocolate, nan put her coat on and they left. So i'm nearly on emerrgency. Pfff.
Knowing very little about something posted on facebook, I enquired about it. Instead of simply being put straight I was practically crucified for my comment, and in the process had some very hurtful things thrown up at me. It irritates me when something you say causes offense, and instead of accepting a heartfelt apology the offended party end up being deliberately offensive back to you. I ended up wailing and snotting, so much at one point I was violently sick. Bleh. Gerwyn called and I told him what was said. I felt much better after talking to him, as he knows me and read my posts without blind rage.
I feel awful now. I feel guilty and horrible. I feel wobbly and panicky and sick. It's mum's bday tomorrow so I have to spend the morning out with crowds to get her present because my sis wants me with her, and will prolly end up going out for lunch. Ordinarily I would love the chance to spend time with them both, but now all I can think of is what they'll shout at me for asking that question.
Someone else on fb made a nasty comment about immigrants and my liberal view got me shouted at too. Ironic that an avid animal rights supporter would be so bloodhungry towards the human animal.
A few other arguments of similar nature too, but i'm so tired and sicky I can't be arsed to carry on typing. X

Ugh, what a shitty day.

Scamp has been throwing up off and on since yesterday morning and being a weak stomached jessie i've had to ask my parents to clean it up.
My mum and nan came to visit me after lunch. Mum said yesterday she'd buy me more electric whenn she came over, but after a cup of tea and a chocolate, nan put her coat on and they left. So i'm nearly on emerrgency. Pfff.
Knowing very little about something posted on facebook, I enquired about it. Instead of simply being put straight I was practically crucified for my comment, and in the process had some very hurtful things thrown up at me. It irritates me when something you say causes offense, and instead of accepting a heartfelt apology the offended party end up being deliberately offensive back to you. I ended up wailing and snotting, so much at one point I was violently sick. Bleh. Gerwyn called and I told him what was said. I felt much better after talking to him, as he knows me and read my posts without blind rage.
I feel awful now. I feel guilty and horrible. I feel wobbly and panicky and sick. It's mum's bday tomorrow so I have to spend the morning out with crowds to get her present because my sis wants me with her, and will prolly end up going out for lunch. Ordinarily I would love the chance to spend time with them both, but now all I can think of is what they'll shout at me for asking that question.
Someone else on fb made a nasty comment about immigrants and my liberal view got me shouted at too. Ironic that an avid animal rights supporter would be so bloodhungry towards the human animal.
A few other arguments of similar nature too, but i'm so tired and sicky I can't be arsed to carry on typing. X